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2012-02-07T10:51:00.001-08:00

Just done w my revision! Like finally! Watching Chn 8 drama while waiting for b to pack my back for me from geylang. Sinful supper!

Told Lydia I feel so happy for myself that I'm not like the past getting paranoid over small issues. B went to Thai disco w 2 other guys for some entertainment. I just replied him: ok, text me when your done with your things. Sometimes can't believe I can do it. LOL
He better don't betray my trust if not he is gonna suffer!!!

Btw this is qiqi. B's dog. Cute heh!? Fat ass. Hahaha dk why I love to call him qiqi when his name is Kiki.

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2012-02-02T07:28:00.000-08:00

I know that I have neglected my blog for quite sometimes but its not that i am too busy to post or i have lost interest in blogging. Each time i have finish typing out a post, theres something which stop me from posting out. I clearly know whats my problem. I need time, thats all i can say.

bb and I went to plaza sing for dinner together with celest while waiting for celest's bf. Spent our time away @ playnation located at the cathay. Headed down to cine straight after gaming. Watched the movie 'Dance Dance Dragon'. Both guys awere complaining that this is a 'lame' 'cock' blaablaa whatever show. Too bad, their gf wanna watch! Tsk.

Headed down to Ratchada as the night was still young. Thats all for yesterday.

Gonna start revising my school work from today onwards! No more fooling around. HAHA I was really touched that he stayed up all night just to assist me with my accounting when i will be having test the next day. When i was rivising my work, I realised that it might be Mac's last day of launching the kitty. But i have got no more time left as i need to do last min revision. He went all the way to the mall nearby just to buy me happy meal. LOL poor him, as the mac below his house ran out of the kitty. I will take a pic of my collection once i have all of them already hehe. but i missed the first 2 kitty. :( which means i will only have 6 instead of 8.

Thats all for now. I have too many pictures and too many things to post. To be continued.... Ciaos.

CNY day 2

Cute little devil. Jolene: come meimei, lets give an angry expression. There she goes... haha!

This pic below was taken at bf's friend's house. He brought me to house visiting together with him. So nervous that day as theres so many people. cropped his face away as he dont like it. haha but i like!

Look at my eyebags!! I have been sleeping for few hours recently.

The kitty mask he bought for me. CUTE huh!?
With Ms Siao.

2011-12-30T01:45:00.000-08:00

Many things changed dramatically ever since.....
As long you are happy now, I will be happy for you too.
As for the scar you left on my me, I will take it as the 'last memory' you gave to me because i know it will stay with me forever.
Till now i really did not blame you at all. Many people around me gave me so much negative comments about you but my heart still defends for you.
If you still need me one day, I will be still there... There are too much words left to say...

Few days ago a friend called and told me that my photos were up on stomp for the christmas eve event at avatar.

So shocking thou. We rejected the photographer for offering to take pictures for us and yet he took our pic secretly. -_- I looking freaking funny in another photo thus i have decided not to upload them LOL

The four of us were standing there like a piece of wood as it was too crowded and hot.
Went zoukout this year! It was pretty fun but sad to say that i was 'gone' too early. i left at 3am and waited for a cab till 5am plus but to no avail. I had no choice but to call E and he came down and fetch me home. His face was as black as bao jin tian i tell you. Because i promised him earlier on that i wouldnt get myself drunk. Vomitted like theres no tomorrow. Had a real hard time the next day.

With this hardcore clubber. LOL

ohyeah, went swimming yesterday w E and when we reached the pool, i realised i forgot to bring my towel!!? He sacrificed his towel for me and that moment i feel that he is so man HAHAHA!

Bought icecream and we ate it together in the cooling weather. He bought me durian to satisfy my craving. All so simple yet very fulfilling.

Ate it together w his family and I was the one who ate the most! :p When he realised that i have eaten quite a lot of it already he refrained me from eating the last piece! He rather throw it away than to give it to me. He wanted me to drink herbal tea because he said that each time when i am 'heaty' i would complain to him about my pimples. LOL

These few months i had fun w friends. Thanks guys esp celestine. I hide my emotions so well infront of everyone but at the end of the day, alcohol ruins everything.

I have many things to blog but i dont know where to start from. Few more days its gonna be a brand new year. I hope that friends around me will stay happy and free from relationship problems. Cheers!

2011-07-18T22:38:00.001-07:00

I have been super busy recently. I guess the following days and weeks I will be occupied by school work and projects.

Argh. I can't really recap what i did. Accompanied yl to fep the other day to do something.
I secretly took a picture of her with a sexy pose. Sounds sick. Lol!

Went prawning w my dear huihui on sat night! It was a fruitful outing w her because I learnt how to catch prawns! It's so fun. I caught a v v huge prawn during my first prawning season ley. :~)

Washing the prawns

Poking them alive with Satay sticks. They were struggling in pain! Feel that we humans are so cruel. Keep nagging til hh asked me want to eat or let them go. Hahaha

BBQ ing them

And finally they are ready to consume! Saw that big prawn on the Left? Hehehe

Heart to heart talk after prawning session.

Be back when I am free! Ciaos!

2011-07-05T06:04:00.001-07:00

Attended the orientation and it was hell boring and its a waste of time.

Lesson started today and the first lesson is mathematics!? Wtf! Its been so long since i last did maths question. Kinda freaked me out because i always dont do well for this subject.

One thing i dont like about my class is that there are too many students. :o

Lulu attempting to commit suicide.

My necklace arrived few days ago. Love it!

Current favourite snack! Yummilicious!

Titi and mimi

I am happy with my life now. Lastly, i miss my mumma a lot.

2011-06-29T22:42:00.001-07:00

Omg, things are getting so entertaining. Now say my bf go fk around and spread std to me!? Hello, might as well say i got aids better right. Later that lame girl might say: "since you dont have why not go take your report and show it to us lah."Omfg. Hilarious.

Bag also requested me to take picture my receipt. I guess they would be interested in my medical report too. I dont mind doing that but wait, who are they to see? I only show people "who are of substance" okiie!! Lol!

No much comments about what she wrote. Just kinda entertaining
I seriously dont know want to get angry or laugh when i saw what she said. Criticizing my bf's body make her sounds so damn lecherous. Ewww. Yayaya theres a lot of thing my bf did behind my back without me knowing. Only you know all what he did behind me, Ok? Anything else to say/add in? ;)

Totally cant imagine what will her next reply be. Omgomg tsk! I still prefer the ones her friend typed out for her thou. Because it is much more easier for me to understand. Ehehehe

Is that all you can do by writing so much in your blog to someone you hate? ;)

To that ... Kindly do not tag her anymore. Sit back and relax lah ahyo.

Eh heh eh transformer is out !?!? I wanna watch lea!!!!!

Finally Scanned these neoprints in the office yesterday because if i dont scan now i dont think i will to able to do that anymore. Argh taken 2 yrs plus ago?

I think that the effects are kinda cute. Teehees.

2011-06-27T16:53:00.001-07:00

Wow, out of sudden her english improved a lot eh. Thanks to her friend on correcting on my grammer mistake. will brush up on it. ;) need to go to the extend of requesting others to type out english for you over such matter a not. Lmao.

But sorry to tell you that Your effort is going down the drain. Because i cant be bothered, at all.

People tend to explain/ defend themself only towards the person they care or important to them.

If assumption makes you feel better, go ahead with it then.

Anw, back to topic!

Caught a movie (mr poppin) on sat night. That movie was god damn awesome! Maybe because i like cute stuffs and the penguins are so cute!!!! I feel like having a penguin as a pet too! Lol.

2 more days left. Kinda sad bidding goodbye to them because they are such nice people to work with.

All these are a blessing in disguise. <3

2011-06-24T22:52:00.000-07:00

Didnt know that that girl admits to what i wrote previously.

When i read what she wrote, i was so shocked. It was so shocking that such person still exist.

If I were to allow my parents to pay for my own school fees, do you think all your "Lv" matters to me? If you think that what i bought is fake, so be it. No point telling people like you. If you think I bought the bag = copy you, go get things right on whether is it the exact same piece. So all those bags you bought means you copied others? You sounds a lot like a kid complaining who is copying who. In this world there is so many people carrying the same thing. If you really dislike to have a same item with others, why buy the so common Lv bag? Obviously copying others also right. Sometimes i wonder where the hell is your pea brain.

Even if i get to own those branded bags, i wouldnt say i am rich. Because 一山比一山高。and people who 有料 dont behave this way.

You only paid that pathetic sum of 3k for your school fees. How i wished my course fees were so cheap too.

Kindly do not brat about how 'good' your life is because the way you did its hilarious. I wouldnt wanna spend my youth staying at home waiting to get laid anytime and then receive branded in return.

Barbarian always use the word - dog and such to debate and this shows how lowly you are.

Regarding about boyfriend, if my bf is as same age as him and yet income is still so low, thats real pathetic. I wonder how was his life when he was 23 ;) If he is really so rich as what you trying to show, he would have a luxurious car/house of his own already. -.- Carrying a set of branded bags or a few branded saying:" i am rich forever" just shows how limited is your brain juice. If he is so rich why buy the so-common brand LV but not those which are more costly like chanel or hermes? Also not really that rich boast until like this. cant stand this kinda people most.

For one thing i would like to clarify and that is I, never ever wish to be like you. Not in the past nor in future. Because I simply wouldnt want to be like someone who is ignorant and lewd. Tell me whats so good about you that keep having the mentality of others want to be you. I dont see any good points on you except for good on bed? Tsk! Can easily go to a club/pub and always act drunk to seduce guys. Who the fcuk would always say: Oh I am so drunk/ I am drunk already after drinking. Ridiculous.

Think twice before saying the word loser. Even your loser you spelt it as LOSSER. Can someone enlighten me what the hell is LOSSER? Wanna say other also cant do a proper one. Do you know what is - pot calling the kettle black? Given your knowledge i doubt this simple phrase you will understand.

Yes, you might have the last laugh. perhaps in your next life.

From the moment i deleted that scab, i have decided to get her outta my life completely. Just hope that she can carry on with her 'so rich' life and fcuk off from me completely.

2011-06-23T04:17:00.001-07:00

Blogging in the train now simply because the journey is boring.

I am starting my school on 4th july. Shared my joy with others makes me feel even happier. I dont know why i am so eager to go school.

This might be my last time going to school. My last:-
*First day school orientation
*Studying after school with friends (Studying with friends after school makes me feel like a student in secondary school. Dont cha think so? Hehe)
*Going to school!

Or maybe not, as i might change my mentality in future. Because everything is too competitive. Even after i graduate from this school, the cert is just nothing unless i proceed to degree. I did think of getting a degree if financial permits. Afterall im self funding. :c

But who knows what happens in future? I kept thinking that everyone is working/studying so hard what if the world end at 2012. This question always cross my mind whenever i tell myself i must be hardworking when school starts.

Anyway, mum is flying to US this weekend for hell 3 weeks plus. My bro asked me: whos gonna wash the clothes for him and dad. My gosh! I hate doing house chores! :c

But goodnews is: she might be buying me the wallet i wanted unless its cheaper than singapore. Hope so!

Alright, time to alight. To be continued. Bye!

Just to share the photo below because its interesting!

2011-06-16T08:31:00.001-07:00

Gss is mad awesome! Bought 3 tops at m)phosis all at 50%-70% off! The day i went is their last day of sales. Thus, most of the sizes are sold out. But i still managed to bought 3 of it although its slightly big for me.
Price wise is around 11-13$ only! Cheap right!

Best period to get SOME of the items from the GSS while some are just 'attracting' customers only. Heheh

Gonna turn in! Nightey.

2011-06-16T00:19:00.001-07:00

Had a quarrel with him yesterday. Both of us got hurt mentally but he even got hurt physically, all thanks to me.

Aftermath, accompanied him to the petrol station to pump petrol. While he was walking back to his car, i saw him holding onto something and he bought 2 packets of my fav chocolates just to cheer me up.

Finally customized our stickers and now waiting for collection.

Ehehe waiting for him to come back with my mac! Gtg!

I have exhausted myself from working/ playing online games and it leads me being temperamental at times. Cant wait for weekends!

2011-06-14T00:20:00.001-07:00

I am having my lunch break now and i am here to blog because i simply do not know what to do!

Firstly, i got disappointments from psb. After checking some enquiries with other school like mdis, kaplan, sma, eventually i still decided to go for psb although i am unble to go for the course which i desire, i will still do my v best for it.

(K) told me something which makes sense and thus i am gonna make it happen!

Sometimes in life, if there is no competitors, you wont be at your best. I must do better than her. Yes, not anyone but her. I seriously need to brush up on my english language. :( and i have sudden interest for english! Heheh

Have not got any time to update about my batam trip and my mini birthday surprise from my colleagues. Heheh

Gonna meet k at bugis straight after work and we are gonna order some alphabetical stickers!

My mumma and I. Love her always.

Be back again!

2011-05-29T20:31:00.001-07:00

I am so looking forward to this week! Esp this weekend! Aiyah just every single day of this week. :p

Recently i bought a bag for myself as my bday present. Hehes

Next target is gonna be prada wallet. Shall make a trip down oneday to look for it.

One more month!! In one month time i am going to school! I cant stop repeating and reminding myself. :s

A pic of my tired face.

Gtg, ciaos!

2011-05-27T22:28:00.000-07:00

This coming week is gonna be a v fun/happy week for me.
weehehehe.
Since i am so random in blogging shall blog it in the bullet way.

- Gonna attend PSB talk preview on 2nd June. Will be enrolling on the same day too. All my blood-sweat money gone. HAHA But its okay at least i pay for my own and i managed to :p

- Decided to enroll class 3 lic. But maybe after i have settle down in my new school. I must get my lic before i graduate from school! I am just worry that I will be too lazy to go for pracs. >:( I NEED PERSEVERANCE!

- Gonna do something which i wanted to since very long ago. Finally I am gonna do it! Gonna book appt soon!

- LASTLY i am so looking forward to my trip to batam! Gonna relax myself there. :) Could only go to batam because i only have weekends available for me :s I wished i could go along w my mumma to auzzie in July but i have schoolllllll. Think about it, i think its a happy thing! Because I am gonna be a student once again! hehehe

JUNE is a happy month for everyone too! Because its the GSS season.

Look forward because it brings even more beautiful things to your life.

2011-05-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

Time flies! Its gonna be the month of June in just 2 weeks. ( which is my bday month) hehehe

Not gonna celebrate i guess. Planned to go to batam to relax myself. Cant go anywhere far as i only have weekends available for me. After this batam trip i am going to BKK most probably this year end. Hopefully nothing crop up.

Last night received 2nd advance bday gift from one of my friend, M.
She bought me my fav brand (wacoal) of undergarments. *blush*

I find it annoying to face the person whom i dont want to see everyday. (k lah not everyday but weekdays! Luckily i dont need to see her on weekends) such an eyesore.

Have a nice weekend! Bye!

2011-05-15T07:38:00.001-07:00

Selling this guess watch- authentic. Anyone interested?

Comes along w this guess pouch.

Jade_ra33it@htmail.com. Mail me if interested.

2011-05-13T10:01:00.001-07:00

Only when lights are off; i can truly find my true self.

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2011-05-03T18:25:00.001-07:00

I have been v busy recently. No time to blog. :o

Its just a beginning of a new month. The thought of it makes me feel :s

Few days ago lim bb brought me to paragon as bought me a lc bag. Thou its not v exp but i Love it! I realised you will even love and cherish the item your love one buy for you more than you buy your own. Because it contains a little love too!

I cant wait to start school in july!! 2 more months to go!! Gonna quit my 2nd job soonnnnn. Ehehe:) which means i will only be working day job which is totally boring max.

Why there is some pp trying hard to make others envy them when they are ....

Not as pretty as her

Not as rich as our goverment.
Not as high class as any others outside.
Not as aducated.
Boyfriend is not him

Not as anything or everything.
So tell me, will i envy a plain jane? Yea envy my ass.

Anw, here a photo of my concealer and loosepower as requested by someone.

Be back soonnnn!

Sayo~

2011-04-13T18:13:00.001-07:00

Went to jy hse the other day and let her practice her make up skill on my face. She applied tons of cream! Idk what is that called but its for coverage. It was so thick! But to her she thinks that its only average. Lol?

Different colour of cream is for different purposes. Eg. Scars, pimples, dark circles.

The future make up artist.

And then....

Tadah! Heres the outcome.

I had a hard time removing those layers off makeup off when i got home.

2011-04-11T22:10:00.001-07:00

I realised i had some changes in me myself! I used to love thick makeups i used to love super high heels, i i used to love sexy clothings and more (but i cant remember). Now i dont anymore!

I like light make ups
I will go for design first than the height of the heels which i used to vice versa.
I like formal, elegant wear now. Hate sexy wear!

I changed my mentality quite long ago already i guess but i did not notice it only.

Is this the process of growing up?

I used to wear sexy clothing and i remember Mr lim always nag here and there and threatened me to change it if not he wont bring me out. Because there was one time(2years plus ago) i wore till too revealing and he had to take off his shirt just for me to wear and he was half naked in orchard.

Not only i cant wear over revealing clothes, materials which are too sheer are not allowed too.

Hehe cute guy. I have no idea what to blog anymore. To be continued.

View from my office.

Ciaos

2011-04-07T23:19:00.001-07:00

I am all alone having lunch now. Had teppan yaki curry chicken. Yummy! Now i just ordered fruits to kill my time instead of going back to the office.

I read stomp occasionally and i just saw an article about a nsf carrying his own backpack and his gf handbag. They make a fuss about it. Why some sinaporean like that one ah? Whats wrong w helping their gf to carry? If the guy himself do it willingly, whats there more to say ?

K used to carry for me ec time we went out too. But i think that the nsf is up in stomp because he is too pathetic that he have to carry his own heavy backpack plus his gf handbag.

Personally i like guys who are like this rather than being too 大男人。hehe

Gonna work till midnight today. Shag ttm.

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2011-04-03T14:46:00.000-07:00

I cant change my body clock! I cant get to sleep at night and I have to wake up at 6 am for work. >:( Its 5 plus am now shall blog a little before going to prepare because its too early now. -_- Went to ecp w JL to cycle on Sunday. It was fun!!!!!!! One very unhappy incident happened! He got fined by NP for littering. LOL i was so lucky! I was eating ice cream while he was smoking. Luckily I didnt light up a cig w him. Sad to say that his 300$ fly away just like that~ His mood was so down and he sent me home aftermath. lol. Its a brand new week again!! I hate the dreadful feeling of waking up so early. :(

2011-03-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow (April's Fool Day) is gonna be my first day to work at somewhere v near cityhall Mrt. I am SUPER NERVOUS NOW.

Went to collect my bursery reward from ITE at a cc today. Feel kinda proud of myself for scoring slightly above average results in ITE. COOL HUH. FREE 500$.

Went to NEX after depositing the cheque. It was my first time there and I dont really like it. Because i find the lightnings are too dark in the shopping mall, no atmosphere to shop. Or is it that there is something wrong with my eyesight? Can someone tell me?

Bought a v chio jumpsuit. hehehe Chio things make my day. Went to the shop where i bought my wedges but sad to know that its no longer selling it. My wedges was bitten by LULU. Now my fav pair of wedges is gone already. :(

Been quite down for the past few days. But luckily I have a good friend giving me advise and such. She even bought many food for me everyday. I think shes trying to fatten me. She told me many things which i actually dont realised about it. I trusted her advise because i believed she have gone through way more than I do.

She told me not to stay in this 'circle' anymore. Go out and find/explore new things and I will realise that there are more interesting thing to discover. She believed that I would definitely find someone even better in my future working environment. I dont know why but i feels a lot better after talking to her.

A piece of cake to cheer me up. So sweet of her.

Actually I am really v excited about my future as in what is going to happen. So looking forward to my future..... Cheers! p/s: One more thing and that is i finally can live w/o fake eyelashes! In the past i think that putting on make up w/o fake eyelashes isnt complete or nice. But i found a way to draw my eyes w/o them. Cool eh.

Lastly, shit that red part on my forehead!

Xoxo.

2011-03-28T06:29:00.001-07:00

Now i realised how strong and wise she is. Feel happy for her that she moved on and now she found a guy who treated her well.

If only i could be as strong as her, maybe one day what i keep daydreaming of will come true? Haha!

Yala i think too much agn. Blame myself for the wrong decision made in the first place.

2011-03-27T05:34:00.001-07:00

我很累。我快要没力气了。

I have found a so called hobby which will make me feel happy. And that is daydreaming.

2011-03-22T07:08:00.001-07:00

Recently i keep going for a swim during weekend. I love swimming!!

Pictures taken While waiting for that rubberband to come down. Swim for roughly one hour ONLY and headed back to his house to bathe and then went to packed our dinner at ave8.

While smoking beside his car, i left my whole packet of cig on top of his car and we left just like that. -..- super stm.

Monday was supposed to go to work but it rained suddenly and my stomach gave me cramp thus i decided not to go.

Whenever i think of whats gonna happen in future i feel so excited about it! Wheehehe! Sayo~

Btw that day i bought 2 box of eyelashes from sasa and when i got home then i found out i got one box wrong! I thought its the same and i just grab and go as i am in a rush then realised It isnt the one i want! :(
Thus, im selling it off. Anyone interested?!

2011-03-19T15:00:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo.

Saw her pic makes me dulan. Crazy people giving stupid excuses like 'i am clearing ex hougang sec people'

Still got many 'hougang sec' people in her list why dont she clear them all? Full of rubbish.
I think if my friends saw this post they will like WTF why now jolene then react to this thing. HAHA Because when she did that i dont have much reaction and i dont feel angry cos i dont even know wtf I did. -_-

Actually I am pretty nervous when i think of my new job starting soon. How to cure my nervous-ness !?

I guess when my school is starting i will have this same feeling again. But i think going to school is much more nervous than going to work lor. Idk why either.

Recently I am addicted to beancurb!!!!!!!

This is a recent pic of myself! hehehe

p/s: Although we are not friends anymore, please kindly watch your mouth and not to say unnecessary things to others. You know what i mean. :) and I wont and never did say anything thing regarding about your personal or whatever to others too. Cheers!

2011-03-14T15:03:00.000-07:00

Found this photo of me 4 years back.

Its 6am in the morning. I cant fall asleep at this timing as i usually sleeps between 7-9am.

My life is really bored. :( Miss the time when ..... but something just dont happen how you want it to be.

I have entered the 'new' enviornment for few months already. I learnt many things from there.

After sitting down and think, i realised its not that i have seen his true colour. Its just that i knew it long ago but i chose to deceive myself; telling myself that he isnt this type of person.

On the happier note, I have found a job already. Sent many resumes and received quite a few replies asking me down for an interview but i rejected them due to:

- Too far

- Ulu location

- Pay too low

-5.5 working days

- Near but inconvenient to travel

Went for only one interview and surprisingly, i was shortlisted. At first i dont put in much hope in it already because i accidentally said something which i shouldnt say during an interview.

This job isnt too far, town area, pay not too low but not too high either, its 5 working days and lastly, its convenient for me to travel! It meets all my critiral! Hope everything goes on smoothly for me.

I planned to continue my current job when my new job starts. Which mean I will be v busy.

I just have to tolerate for 3 months and once again, I am gonna be a student :)

I wish to have a getaway trip soon. Because i need to relax myself in a quiet and peaceful place. Initially i planned to go oversea alone. But seems like it is kind of scary staying in a hotel room ALONE. Anyone wish to go have a short getaway trip with me? Anyone will do as long as you are my friend. I just need someone, not more than 1 person.

Sad to know that its impossible to go w two of my good friends because one of them just started her course and the other one is preparing for her exams. *faint*

I just realised I typed a lot in this post but i keep deleting some of the sentences away.

&Lastly, I took 1 hour plus to type this. -..-

Time for bed. Ciaos

2011-03-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

After 3 years plus I didnt know i still can see even more of one person's true colour.

Nothing happen = enjoy together
Anything happens = let you go die alone

Why guys nowadays so lack of responsibilities and coward?! As in they dont dare to face the facts! I know its not all. It all depending on their parents on whether how they teach them.

Told one of my friend and she said: rich man's son is always like that one.

and i recalled of those dramas, quite similar to it. LOL Only pp go is independent and rely on themself will have more responsible in their actions. People who are being pampered like a kid will never know what is RESPONSIBILITY TO OTHERS.

But at least i learnt a lesson and know what how reality he is. I should be glad that i know it now than later. Thanks god.

I know what i should do already. :)

2011-03-05T09:25:00.001-08:00

Recently i bought myself a "innerbeauty" and i love it so much. My first most ex and comfy one. Really is 一分钱一分货。 love it ttm. Gonna get more soon. I used to love those taiwan/hk ones but i think now i prefer this brand i am using hahaha sounds so sua ku. My mum see me so happy after buying it she told me that she will buy more for me during my birthday. Lol cute mumma.

Oya i am selling bras and panty (pair)!! All brand new still with the tag! My mum bought alot for me during her trip to hk last year. I doubt anyone will be interested? If yes, drop me an email - jade_ra33it@hotmail.com

Cant wait for my salary! I am lack of new heels!!! I have been eating and eating. Tmr finally i am going to do some exercise! I am going to swim with kaydon below his house. Eheheheh

Shed it shed it yo!
Ciaos~

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2011-02-28T15:45:00.001-08:00

Sometimes i dont know why i feel that i am very 可怜. Because i dont have clothes and heels/slipper :( ok i mean i have it but v few only. Pathetic.

Recently i saw a shop selling heels damn bloody chio! Faints*

Gonna shop there soon. Hehe

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2011-02-27T13:42:00.001-08:00

Hey guys!! I am selling masks from thefaceshop and skinfood!! Interested please email me at jade_ra33it@hotmail.com

I have more than 60 sheet masks . 20 packets of wash off masks but I only have one face!

It would be definitely cheaper than retail!

Some of my masks. Some in the fridge lor so can you imagine. -.-

Whitening, oily skin dehydrated skin whatever skin you name it i have it.

And i am selling name cards holder too. Available in pink white lime green and black. One ec only.

I used to have even lots of new things/makeups but i have cleared some away. I feel happy to buy them and put them inside the cupboard for display. The feeling makes me shiok! Haha!

My messy cupboard.

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2011-02-27T06:18:00.001-08:00

Anniversary? Crap.

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2011-02-26T14:56:00.001-08:00

Have you ever wonder what kind of man will your future husband be?

I used to have my dream guy and i guess many girls out there have their own dream guy.

I think its v hard to find a guy who meets all your expectation and be "perfect" in your eyes.

For me....

1. Sense of humour. (i dont like petty guy!)

2. Gentleman. (this is important to me. Because if a guy is not gentleman at all it wouldnt be called as a guy)

3. Generous. ( i hate guys who are stingy! Totally turn off for me. Its ok if you are tight in cash but if you are not but yet so stingy to go on dutch on a date, this kind is definitely a no-no to consider at all. I believe girls dont mind guys who are not really rich but they mind guys who really a niao kia)

4. Not a guy who always sweet talk. (i personally find it disgusting and fake. To me, whenever guys sweet talk = they are cheap)

5. Guys with guts. ( guys without guts are like guys without balls. Of course i dont need them to pick a fight w others over small things to call guts but at least have the guts to stand out for themselves! This is important too because if not insecurity is what they will give me)

6. Mean what they said. (when they say something they better do it. Dont say it for the sake of saying or to let them feel sard. When i want to do then they backout after saying -.-)

7. Strong front but soft at heart. (guys who cry to their gf or act like how pity/sad they are infront of girls are .... Spechless!)

8. Dont be too talkative. ( sometimes peace is a good thing too. I gets irritated when a guy talks rubbish to me or some cold jokes when i dont even feel its funny at all. On the other side, a quiet guy is kinda cool too :D )

9. Lastly i hate guys who say that they are cute. Its ok to say that they are handsome but i just dont like guys saying themselves cute. I dont know why either.

2011-02-20T13:15:00.000-08:00

Had a meetup w my dearest clique on fri to celebrate nat's advance birthday. Had our lunch at shabu-shi. Its a japanese buffet restaurant. The food there sucks totally! I will never go back there again. Not only it doesnt taste nice, it is also very unhygiene! My goodness! It dont look appealing to me at all worst still, i saw some flies in the food.

Wanted to catch a movie but either the timing wasnt right or some of them have already watch the show. We went to K-box instead :) We only paid $6 ec for 3 hours in k-box! MAD CHEAP!

We were lucky that one of our classmate was working on that day too and he helped us a little. hehehe

Birthday girl;)

Oya i finally watched the movie - Its A Great World. Not really very interesting to me thou. But i like the feeling of living in the 60's.

As for yesterday, I finally brought lulu to ecp for a swim!!!! All thanks to Mr Lim :) Went all the way there and she swim for less than 10 mins and bathed her then headed back home. LOL

Because she is so scared of the waves! Whenever the wave come, she would jump in the water! Damn cute! She was so dirty with soiled body >.< I guess I wont bring her there again and i would bring her to pasiris dog farm next time for swimming session.

Was craving for KFC and I ordered bandito pocket meal. When i wanted to start my first bite, my gastic acts up. Sigh

Headed to ''Its A Great World'' located at somewhere near compasspoint aftermath. While on the way there i know i super kpkb in the car because it was really pain. Looking at his face i knew that he kinda gets irritated by my 'ghost' voice and crying sound but yet he kept quiet to prevent even more noise coming out from me. LOL
However, I told myself i must tolerate it because it was the last day of the funfair.

Home Sweet Home.

2011-02-20T06:17:00.001-08:00

I just hope that my mind can gimme a break.

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2011-02-17T14:39:00.001-08:00

Please click on my nuffnang ads ! Thanks ! :)

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2011-02-15T22:50:00.000-08:00

Seriously, I feel so shameful to have a cousin like him.

Few years back, he borrowed money from my aunt(my mum fork in the money too) to do his MLM business. but unfortunately, he failed and if i am not wrong, somehow get 'cheated' by his so called 'friends'.

Now he have got himself a wife and already a father of a child and yet he just simply wants to act like as if nothing happened! Each time my cousins pop that question to him he will either skip topic or ignore it. Jibye right i know.

Last time before he got married, he will bring his gf to our relative's house gathering to get angbaos. After he got married, he dont come during CNY already. Jibye! Angpao also niao till like that and want take dont want give. I think even he come the angpao also wont give much -_-

AND IF I NOT WRONG AGAIN, he borrowed money from others to marry a woman. (somemore from the woman's family) Lmao? Why got this kind of lan nan ren. tian ah !

Seriously ! I dont uds why a girl will fall for a useless guy like him. This world is realistic. He dont even have any C(s). Okay, even they are truly madly deeply in love, why would a normal girl fall for a guy with such personality in the first place? One WORD - useless.

I am very piss offf now.

2011-02-15T05:12:00.001-08:00

I am happy today ! Wheeepy!

I wanted to Continue my studies but not quite sure which school to go to. Thought of either kaplan or psb. But today I Made a trip down to psb academy and i am qualified to enroll for the course i want anytime! I was so happy when i was told that i can enroll straight w/o any basic cert relating to the course or bridging course which is totally a waste of time -.-

But now, i have to decide whether i want full time or part time course. Mmmm hard time deciding :(

Gtg! Bye

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2011-02-13T12:08:00.001-08:00

Finally, i have decided to open a private blog. By doing this, i can prevent myself from saying wrong things and offend people.

Maybe if some of you happen to find my private blog, you will be shocked. Because thats where i rant out everything and my true self. I am sick and tired of hiding things and be who i am not.

2011-02-04T16:05:00.001-08:00

This year cny was fun but if he was there w me it would be even better.

As usual, went for reunion dinner during cny eve and then to chinatown.

@ chinatown w those cheena really pissing me off.

Went to river hongbao on chu 1. Never fail to be there every year :) my first time wearing qipao during cny.
My face Look kinda shag at night already. Haha

Will continue my chu 2 next post. Too many pics to post . Happy cny !

2011-02-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

I guess everyone should know about the poor poodle being abused. I feel sad for that poodle. I dont know where i click and it linked to that b!tch & Bastard who abused that poodle. I felt angry but dont intend to do anything. But when i saw those pictures of the poodle smiling so happily when taking photo w that b!tch, my heart feels so pain.

Went to that bastard page and decided sent him a msg. LOL i know a lot of pp have already scold him but maybe doing this will make me feel better?

Look at the poodle's smile. So innocent. The little one will never expect that the woman carrying him would join that bastard to abuse him.

2011-01-30T15:11:00.001-08:00

Its 7am now and its still drizzling. It has been raining for the past 24 hours. Damn shiok! But i cant get to sleep. I miss bb

Lying on the bed and suddenly thought of him. Because i remember there was one time i saw a girl's contact in his phone but before he could explain to me, his phone rang and he was happily chatting on the phone and forgotten about me.

I went back to room alone and hide under the blanket. (i dk why but i wasnt crying) when he realised that, he came to explained to me and coax me. Miss the way he does that.

Everytime i am unhappy when we are about to go out or he is about to start his car engine, once he knows that i am unhappy he would make sure that i am fine before he continues even he is in a hurry to go out.

Although he always does that but on the other side keep complaining that i am v 小气 and keep saying that he has a 野蛮女友

I just miss him so much

2011-01-30T04:23:00.001-08:00

I dont know why sometimes when i am done w my makeup, if i dont like it i will wash it away and go out w nude face. This kinda feeling sucks! A waste of time. I think its because my eyelid changes due to sleeping hours. It will be high or low thus i cant do my make up properly! Or maybe my makeup skill sucks. Cant turn an ugly duckling into a chiobu :(

Went to fep to shop for cny clothes w/ jy today. Not much item caught my attention.

I bought a dress and it looks so sexy ~ hahaha

Rain for the whole day spoils my mood and many others too.

My tired and shag nude face. Didnt remove eyeliner properly and it smudge below my eyes area. Looks so horrible right! Gosh! Bad day for me.

Wore this new romper out. Bought it at 10$ only. Hehehe

This is the dress i bought. It look much more nicer in real and i dont uds why when i try the sample one in the store it fits me well but this new piece is kinda loose for me!

Thats all for today. Damn tired. Gonna have an early night to reduce my puffy eyes.
おやすみなさい！

2011-01-28T14:00:00.001-08:00

I miss you hugging me
I miss you pinching my face
I miss you saying that i am like a
baby
I miss you kicking my butt
I miss you coaxing me when you know i am unhappy
I miss everything of you.

Bb, 快点跟我滚回来!

Lulu wearing gold necklace haha

With eyelash

Without eyelash

2011-01-26T09:29:00.001-08:00

I miss mr lim. One more month to our 3rd year anniversary. :)

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2011-01-25T06:52:00.001-08:00

有时我觉得自己很可怜 lol!

Excited that cny is just around the corner hehehehe

2011-01-22T15:37:00.000-08:00

Item 1 chiffon dress. ( BRAND NEW!) Good material. $10

Item 2 Pink Toga Dress (Worn Once Only!)

Item 3 pink tube dress BRAND NEW. $10HEY GUYS i am selling off my dress. Contact me at jade_ra33it@hotmail.com if your interested. :)

2011-01-22T15:24:00.001-08:00

Hi i am just trying out blogpress ! I will be blogging more often now. stay tune!

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2011-01-22T15:02:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i am so confused on what should i do when things happened. Have been working recently thus the lack of updates.

I am so free to blog now because i am doing mask. HAHA Just back from JB with MrLim. Went to eat loklok and abalone noodles.

I realised i have so many problems! Like my skin complexion, my weight & my hair.
I am having hair loss. Wondering why so young will get hair loss? The consultant scan my hair and i saw how little my hair is at some part of my head. She told me to eat more nutrition foods. Low blood = will lead to hair loss.

Sigh my body sibeh problematic man. GIVES ME SO MANY PROBLEM.

>:(

MrLim is going to china next week which means he wont be in sg to celebrate CNY. SIAN TTM. Noone fetch me go bainian already.

2011-01-11T15:33:00.000-08:00

Its 7.30 am now and i am awake ! I have an appointment w my skin doc later. This time i am gonna get pills! The previous time i visited him and he prescibed some medicine for me but i rejected. Might also be doing facial there too.

bb and i are doing fine. We hardly quarrel now. but he love to touch my face which irritates me most. >:/ I kept warning him but he turned into deaf ears. He said that my face is so cute so he keep feel like touching. LOL

2010-12-23T11:55:00.000-08:00

I cant get to sleep so I am here to blog. Noone will read what i blog but anyway, just to make myself look at the screen to let my eyes get tired. hehe :3

I am so excited because xmas is coming ! I used to believe in santa claus :( In the past when i was still quite young, i would ''talk'' to the sky hoping that santa could hear what i want for xmas and grant my wish before i go to bed. Think of it i feel that i was so cute and naive. HAHA

Every year i wish for something (an item) but this year, its different. I just hope for flawless skin like what some others have :( that is more than enough for me.

I used to say out everything but not now. haha pink panter life now. da dang ~ da dang ~ da dang ~ da dang~ da dang!

Recently i saw my friend's fb and realised something happened to her. Although its not my problem at all but it somehow affected me. As in, not sad/angry/ whatever. I just dont like it. just v bu shuang you know ? ;)

Why feel so proud when you have gotten someone from other? You might not know when will another one take him away from you. I can uds if the guy is like fu*king rich/dashing but thats totally the opp.

In the past i used to ''admire'' ah bengs. HAHA because i feel that they are so ''man'' when they talk with vglur. I know i am kinda retard. LOL

My mentality started to change since dont know when. My mind set now is if i am the goverment, i will put all ahbengs/lians to jail and let them grow inside before coming out. Be a 'beng' with 'something'. but not nothing at all but full of nonsense.

Suddenly feel tired dont feel like typing anymore. goodbye.

2010-12-19T11:51:00.000-08:00

I guess there wont be anyone reading my blog now.

I am graduating from my school soon! Waiting for results now. Dread waking up so early for school in the past but kinda miss school now, esp the canteen's malay stall.

I feel so hungry now. I ate only 1 chickenwing and 2 fishballs for the whole of yesterday. I went down to cheers to get something just now. I bought the instant porridge(carrot+potato+crabstick) IT SUCKS TOTALLY! I thought it was nice. I gave it to my dog and she dont even want it too :(

I SUPER LOVE THIS MONTH DEC. I just realised every year during the month of dec, i feel so blissful and lucky. hehehe

Xmas is coming! Wondering how you peoples gonna celebrate it? With love ones? After xmas, soon will be CNY. Its time to shop again!

I compared myself now and when i am at the age of 13-16. I realised i have changed quite a lot, as in different views in guys. I am wondering what my views will be on guys when i am 25 - 30?

2010-11-28T22:17:00.000-08:00

Since i have some free time now, i shall blog somthing here. hehehe I am so bored! i finished my assignment and now i am waiting for classmates to finish their work. So i have a lot of time now.

I got so much to update but i dont know where should i start from. I went to mbs the other day and it was an awesome trip! The view from the scenery was simply gorgeous! I went up to the top level swimming pool and it looked so scary swimming at level 57. Somehow i kinda miss that place. hahaha

Okay unhappy thing happened between Junlong & me will not be disclose here. From that, i have learnt a lesson. I have learnt to be independent. Happy for me? :D cheers!

This week will be the last week of school already. I will be having my exams next week! SO STRESS. HAHA and then we will be graduating. Time really flies. I am sure i will miss the girls who created laughers for me. :(

byebye !

2010-11-11T01:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i had food poisoning! I know i always get food poisoning. thats not because i eat a lot of junk food. but i knew it all along that my stomach is weaker than others. I ate the same food w my bro and dad but they were fine :(

Pain like fk yesterday. :(

Went to see doc in the afternoon and felt much better. Slept till 9pm + and bf was on his way back from school. I told him that i want to eat congee ONLY. but he bought back fish noodle :(
I dont like it .

I told him : i thought i say only want congee? if dont have congee then dont buy anything why you go buy noodle? i dont want to eat noodle.

He kept quiet. but i know deep inside he must be cursing me already LOL!
He must be thinking: nb lim bei buy for you v good alr still kpkb.

hahaha but when i see his face i feel so bad :( end up we share that bowl of noodle. He is so sweet!! He told me to eat more fish and he eat the noodle.

BABYYYYYYYY I AM CRAVING FOR AMK PANCAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-09T08:51:00.000-08:00

Baby was treating me incredibly sweet nowadays. He starts to feed me w lotsa food!! I can really feel that i am gaining FATS!! But i just cant stop eating. Guess i am too stress over school work. FREAK IT. I am gonna get debar soon as i am now in the debarment list. Sigh.

Wanted baby to buy me amk pancake!! DAMN YUMMY ONE! but he was rushing for school after knocking off from work and he did not managed to buy it.

But he bought me my fav rojak from 644 after he came back from school! so sweet of him.

I guess i should really start to reflect on my temper. These few days i haven been giving him a lot of nonsense yet he tolerated it. :(

I just bought my iphone4 too!! ehehehehe

2010-11-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

I fell sick few days ago.... wo shen bing le... After bf know that i fell sick... He started to care for me.... The first time i feel so pampered. Went out w him last night. I didnt eat for the whole day and waited for him to bring me out for dinner/ supper at night. He got so worried when he saw my face became so pale. & he nag at me.

We went to have our supper at Carl's Jr (ecp). Imagine the burger's size and i change the fries to cheese fries. The whole portion is so big! He still asked me whether is it enough a not. LOL

Went to downtown east for movie. But in the end we did not managed to catch a movie because we quarrelled. He drove me home half way at expressway i told him to stop the car and i wanted to get down. He shouted v loudly at me :( He said: ( ni ke bu ke yi bu yao fa shen jing) can you dont be so crazy !? He everytime say that i am crazy :(

LOL went to WWW(wildwildwet) today! While we were chatting about drowning in the wave pool, suddenly, i saw a girl floating upside down on the water. At that point of time, i was really thinking, does the words from my mouth always so true?

The lifeguard saw and blew his whiser and jump straight into the water. He saved that girl and a lot of kpos went over to see, including me. That girl was lying dead on the floor with 2 life guards trying to save her by doing the cpr thing on her. Then another lifeguard suddenly appeared with a board saying.....

TRAINING IN ACTION. -__-''

Played for 2 hours and then it rained heavily. Went to amk hub aftermath. We had popeye!! He bought the meal for me and i cant finish it! He asked whether do i still want anything else when i was already so full... Since after i am sick he took great care of me... Keep feeding me with food..... i think my diet plan can officially announced FAILED.

He brought me to the arcade too... hahah the beatbeat beat so fun....

thats all for today. Tmr is monday. sigh sian
Will be going for facial next week.... bf bought a card w facial package for me... so i am going there next sunday byebye

2010-11-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

My 'sickness' came back recently. I am starting to feel that i am such a ugly girl again :( I seriously look v ugly w/o make up.

I can accept people who is prettier (WITHOUT MAKE UP) saying me ugly or whatever. but what i cant stand most is an average/ugly girl saying people ugly!

Okay thats random. Nobody says that i am ugly but there is someone commenting on my face and hair. I think that i have my father's genes that i have a lot of pimples, so does my bro! I have pimples since sec 1 till now :( I have seen 3 -4 four skin care doc but none of them really helps. I am already 19 and i still have so many pimples! Its so disgusting sometimes. You think i have so many pimples = i want it meh? :(

As for my hair, i am born w nautral curly hair. I hate it when its curly :( Sigh. Why am i not born w flawless skin with natural straight hair. :( I feel so unsatisfied about myself!

I have a fking fat body ( i just coundnt stop eating nowadays :( )

I have a very round and fat face

I have a lot of pimples

I have curly hair ( i know i can go for rebonding but i have VERY VERY little hair + i am facing hair loss problem. Keep on going for rebonding one day i might have nomore hair!

I have very small pupils

YOU SEE. I am a problematic girl. :(

I feel so inferior. One of the reason why i love my bf so much is because i think that only him (&myparents) truly thinks that i am pretty. LOL Maybe because they love me. I know why bf isnt lieing to me about he finds me pretty because he never complain anything about my face before. ( ok maybe he dont dare to) but, he prefers me not to put on make up. He always tell me how much he like my round + fat face and this is also why i feel so comfortable with him. NO STRESS AT ALL. I dont doubt what he says because his action proved it to me.

I finally understand the meaning of 丑人多做怪. I have a friend who is not v good looking, loves to comment on others when she herself have many flaws. I also have a friend who is very pretty but have never hear her saying others before. :)

Bf is currently in china. He will be away for 1 week. miss my handsome mao wang.

I think he look so handsome in this picture below. Except that i have drawn his sideburn too long. HAHA

Will be posting halloween pictures on my next post? byebye. I want my bf now :(

2010-10-24T05:22:00.000-07:00

My friend ( piglet ) and i :p bunny bunny hop! v bad hair day :(

Yesterday quarrelled w that idiot. End up never go night safari. ANGRY! I want to go halloween partay!! We went to catch a movie instead. We watched ' the child eyes ' . I think its quite a nice horror movie. When he send me home last night, i was peeping at him upstair because he was below my block smoking. then a girl came and talk to him. That girl also v funny leh, tell him she abort her baby this and that when they are not close friends. What is she trying to show? v poor thing? o.o? Since after i have been w junlong, a lot of girls have became my enemy. Who cares? i dont? because seriously, i bo kiam eng them in my life. You might think that maybe i will need their help one day but no, i know i wont. so i hate all i want! hahah

Actually mine kind of 'hate' is minor. I cant possibly hating someone for that long and stay happy at the same time.

Woke up early this morning and cab down to tai seng steet with mumma for charles and keith warehouse sales!! Expected lots of kia su aunties there. When i blend in w AUNTIES, naturally i will become one too! Bang step hit knock, nobody cares. They only care about the goods. My mumma is kind of small size and some fatty always bang so hard onto her. I will always go bang back onto them! I think its fun. ;) but later if they not happy they gimme JUST ONE body slam i dont know what will happen :/

Mumma bought a pair of studded flats while i bought a pair of heels which cost me $9 ONLY!? and a hobo bag. There are some v chio heels but no size already. Either too big or too small because today is the last day of the sales thus, many sizes sold out! I bought a belt and a Charles&Keith PILLOW. Shocked to see them selling pillow. Will take photo of that chio pillow next time because its now in jl's car.

Head back home and took a bath and then went to mall for ajisen ramen! My first time finish everything! I usually dont finish the noodles. Shop around and bought a lot of thing. Feel so happy. haha Went back home again and then jl fetch mumma and i to sheng shiong for some grocery shopping.

Home at last!

This is the pair of $9 heels. It look more chio and bling in real life loh.

Oya, i tried this and i love it! My hair is so smooth after using. And i bought it at $8.50 while watsons and other store selling at $10 or more? I dont know. Btw this is called SMART not budget/cheapo ok. :) This pink is for frizzy ends. The orange one i think is for moisturizing or something lah. I prefer this because its in serum form. The orange colour is in lotion form. i dont like creamy/lotion ones. eww :o

See this set of japanese food. Its actually made of candies!!!! SO CUTE RIGHT HAHAHA i cant bear to eat it. Last but not least, let me show you a chio bu.

Ready not? haha

tadah!

haha thats me!! chio not my eyes? i told jl that if next time i am lazy to put on make up i can use this. This specs got eyebrows, eyeliner and plus eyeshadow also leh. he say if i wear this he dont want go out w me anymore :(

2010-10-20T18:04:00.000-07:00

Blogging in school now. Supposed to do my project but... hehehe

Went to peiling and hactor's rom last night. When i hear the guy announcing that they are officially married, my hair stand man!! SO TOUCHING! Now she is no longer Miss Sereneil she is Mrs Ang. haha

The best thing i love last night was their bobo chacha!!!!! OMG DAMN NICE AND I WILL NEVER FORGET. They replaced the sweet potatoes to watermelons!!! 超爱吃哦!

Half way through, that cbk came. My mood was totally ruined. The moment she came, the place was polluted with her loud + teh voice like those xiao ah lian and it made me feel so irritated. I really dont understand why this type of pp still exist. Talk so loud but when things happen, this type of girls will hide under guy's lampa. Somemore that time the guy she hide under his lp, ALSO VERY USELESS I TELL YOU. say liao pek cek. Sieh sway to meet such person in my life.

Went back home at 10pm as i have test the next day. Bf came and fetch me home. When he saw me wearing the white dress he starts to nag at me again :( he dont like me to wear white because white colour clothing can be easily see through. But the theme was white for ladies ma :(

No photos for yesterday because i FORGOT to bring my digital cam!! 气死我!! thats all.

2010-10-19T10:37:00.000-07:00

Boyfriend and I had a talk just now. You know what we talk about !?? Marriage and our future. Because my friend is getting married tmr! Congrats peiling! Will be going down tmr w her hehex

Bf says that he want to get married at the age of 26 or 27. Coincidentally, i wish to get married at 22 or 23 and he is 3 years older than me! So we planned to get married on 2014 which is 4 years later from now when he is 26 and i will be 23. Swee right? BUT! I know its early to say this. Anything might happen during this 4 years. We were just chatting about it like a normal topic and of course we do hope that we can make it.

We have the same mentality!! We planned to get married at 23 and give birth to babies at 24. Because within the one year, iwe want to feel the world of our own.The reason why we do not wish to get marry earlier is because both of us have our own dreams. My dream is to be a successful career woman.

His dream is to work hard and own a sport car. (his dream car below) This car below is v ex! I dont think someone at the age of 26 can afford this with his own ability.

but i still think that this is nicer :p

& then i asked why he wish to get marry at the age of 26/27 but not in his 30s? He told me that he wants me to give birth 4 or even 5 kids!! While i only wish to have one in future. He says that if too old get married later he cannot make it cos v tiring one. HAHAH damn cute.

But i still prefer having 1 or 2 kids will be enough. Too many somehow i feel that one of them will be neglected. i dont know? thats how i feel? I told him to work hard if he really wants 4 or 5 kids. Because it really need a lot of $_$ and he told me ok. lol. I really wondering how our future is gonna be. Will we still be together and get married? hehex Will continue this topic 3 years + later. byebye

2010-10-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

This video is created by my teammates cum classmates. haha they are sweet and nice girls :) except for nathalie, shes sour.

Nat, is the leader in our group. The one who talk half way then put her hands together like want to pray like that in the video. The ending part her face damn funny. HAHA i like!

2010-10-18T07:17:00.001-07:00

His dark circles are so dark!!These are the few photos during his bday celebration. hehe :p i love lim baby..... I realised that when guys are v serious doing their thing, is when they show the most attractive side of them. When i sit down and think i feel that he is so cutee!!!
I love the way he coax me when i am angry and i always change from angry to happy VERY fast. cos he is simply too cute!! but i want to tell him that dont take my weakness for granted ok. hehex byebye

His friend is so nice. He saw me at J8 and he called my bf to asked if i want him to drive me over to find my bf. nice people makes me day!

2010-10-17T18:00:00.000-07:00

I now blogging at com lab now hehex....
These few days have been accompanying my boyfriend at his grandma's wake.
Quite sad to see him this way :(
He was busying with his thing and what i was doing was sitting at a corner doing my homework quietly waiting for him hehe I peeped at him a few times while doing my homework and i realised that his back view is so handsome :/ haha!

Went to chilidren's home for some project on sat at cck. Woke up late and took a cab there. Its so freaking far and the fare is v ex! I realised that lot1 is actually quite a nice place to shop!! So many things! Somemore quite cheap also. Shall find one day go all the way there to shop :)

Today will be the last day of the wake. They will be cremating the body. I cant be by his side as i have school. Sad :( These few days i think that theres something wrong with me. I keep wanting to see him so much. Even though i just saw him in the morning i will start to miss him badly in the afternoon!! i dont know why. I dont use to be like this last time lor. -_-

Currently waiting for my pt to help me buy fishfillet up. i am so lazy to go down but luckily i have her. because everytime she sure go down and i sure ask her help me buy HAHA :x thank you pt!

2010-10-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

He bought 5 of my fav icecream lollipop for me! ( i ate 1 ) not angry already. :)) i may sounds easily to please but no hor! he still must bring me to night safari for halloweennnnnn!!

2010-10-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

i am fking tu lan now. That fker never fail to make me angry. but i am blogging to vent it out.

I hate liar a lot. You think i now will like last time stick to you even you did wrong? I can accept or tolerate anything but not lies. You really want to force me leave then please dont come back for me again.

had a test on office wear today. I am very angry + pek cek for the whole day. woke up late and did my make up = cui. because i didnt have enough time to do a proper one. Rained heavily and i cab to school. Reached school not long after teacher came. Not ready and plus i am the first one to go !! EVERYTHING COCK UP. sometimes when your register is at the first few = very sway one. School eneded at 3 plus. THE FREAKING SUN ALMOST BURNT ME TO DEATH. Cab home. and i am still feeling angry now i dont know why.

The weather is pissing me off. Can someone shoot the sun down. -_-

but thinking that i have 60 sheet masks from korea, makes me feel very happy!! My dear classmate went to korea and he help me bought masks and some skin care products. 2 bags and its very heavy. thanks dude!! Today he wore till very yandao for the office test. LOL i think guys who wear formal office wear look v suave! & i took a picture with him. :)

2010-10-03T10:47:00.000-07:00

Yup yup, might go for dip course next year instead of 2012 (depending on when they start the course. If on Jan, i dont think i want it so soon. Only going if they start on mid may or June)

But then again, i am very worry that i cant catch up or fail my modules :(

Today is JunLong's bday! Actually it has past midnight so its counted as yesterday.

I had this very last min plan to go design a small birthday cake for him. So i went to compass point's Icing Room at 8.35. I tell you ah! Better dont ever go there so late because the cakes there all like melting already! I dont know why but everything dont seem good. They dont even have the heart shape decoration i asked for. It ruined my mood when i saw that melting cake. But still, i went on w it. I like decorating things a lot but i think i did v badly for this cake. >:( All their fault! humpf!

Gave him his present(secret) i felt happy too when i saw his surprised + happy expression. hehex

We celebrated at somewhere near Yishun dam. Its actually quite a quiet place and super relaxing. Headed to had my tao huey + you tiao at yishun.

This coming week is my last week of holidays already. Exams will be come after this. Sigh!

I am selling off my 2 months old iPhone 3gs soon and i will be getting iPhone 4. Maybe waiting for 4gs? dont know. So for the time being i will be using lao ya phone . Anyone interested please email to jade_ra33it@hotmail.com think of it i feel quite sad actually. because junlong bought it for me. :( i will miss it. :''( too bad i am not loaded if not i can keep you by my side my dear phone :(

2010-09-27T00:13:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK! Have been so busy recently due to school, work and friends. Jun Long and i broke up weeks ago. But we are friends now. :)

Have strong urge to drink for the past few weeks. almost everyday drink. but i cant get drunk for some reasons. Till now i still cant forget how celest fell down when shes drunk. damn funny i tell you. the pee thing also. LOL

This week going to find my qin ai de jieying at her pub. drink again! Sometimes i feel that shes v strong. The feeling of tipsy feels good but aftermath feeling feel so sucky! She can drink everyday >.< Oya, I want bring my mother go dragonfly this weekend too. Because she have never been to such places and she wanna feel the ambiances. hehe

After this year, i will go out to the working society and earn more money because i want to take private dip in year 2012. But i was wondering what if shi jie mo ri in 2012.

I just found a video which i took using my old phone G900. but i really have no idea why it pops out in my iphone? I nvr put my old memory card in my iphone also . Why Ah?? When i open the video, i feel like laughing at myself. lOl i took this during last year while waiting for Jun Long. Because he was fking long! And made me do this kind of silly video. LOL P/S: I dont know why my voice sounds so Teh whenever i do recording or video. Not i act cute OK.

Not bad hor? i still got give goodbye kiss leh. LOL. Will upload pictures in the next post byebye! Maybe my next post will be in 2 years later. HAHA

2010-09-08T04:42:00.001-07:00

I feel so depressed now. When i face the mirror, i realised that i am fking fat! Esp my arms and face :( I want to kill myself already :( i feel so pc now! If only i could slice out my fats all over my body.

I overslept and gave school a missed today. I am sure my bloody teacher will start to nag me tmr. I feel like stuffing all my bananas into her mouth when she starts nagging. Why cant she make life easier for others! HATE HER.

Not in the right mood to blog out a proper post bye

2010-09-05T08:24:00.000-07:00

Other than all these bananas below i still have 3 more bananas and i have them in small med and large size! Woo ~ Crazy over it. now my bed got a lot a lot of bananas~ I dont know why i feel that banana is so cute. i dont find any other fruits like apple strawberry all these cute but just BANANA ~Woo ~ Was having fever for the past few days and luckily i am feeling much better today! I brought my parents out to celebrate my mumma's belated bday. We had our dinner at Soup Restaurant.

If you like salty food like me, you should try it. teehees i feel happy! because this is the first time i get my pay and bring them out for a nice dinner. :p

Bf was w us too. After dinner we went on seperate ways. Mr Lim bought that bunch of bananas for me! hahaha so cute!

Went to shop around and i got an overall for just $15 ! i saw some design which look quite similar to mine cost around $25 selling in blogshops. I think i am quite good at finding cheap yet chio clothing :/ There is still a lot more which i want to buy!

I am doing mask now. relaxing myself because whenever i think of school for tomorrow, i feel so stressed! hate it!

2010-08-31T02:05:00.000-07:00

3 days ago was Mr Lim and I's 2 and 1/2 year together. hehe
He owe me a bunch of bananas!

I just edited my previous post cos its way too messy i know. -_-

Oya! I am looking for jumper! Anyone know which bs sells jumper? Please do let me know thanks!

2010-08-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

Been working working and working. Yesterday was my off day :p Ohya, when i was working i received 2 bouquet of flowers in 2 days. somemore from annoymous. :/ but i guess i know who already lah. the first bouquet of roses was 9 and the 2nd 1 is 6. Total got 4 colours ! Pink, red, white and orange. dam chio i tell you. but roses are a waste of money i rather that person gimme money to spend. LOL
Went out w sereneil to see the fortune teller in the afternoon and went out w Mr Lim in the night. Went to so many places! From hougang -> bugis -> kallang -> Hougang -> Loyang Dua peh gong -> mount faber -> home!

Wanted to go henderson wave but too tired already.

School reopen tmr! Sieh sian :( sigh i think of it i feel like crying le byebye :(

2010-08-24T02:22:00.000-07:00

i suddenly recalled a conversation between mr lim and i.

He asked me for my opinion on whether he should put those eyebrow sticker on his car's front light, so that the car will looks like as if it got eyes and eyebrow.

I could imagine that and i told him ok. It might look quite cute.
And he said that if he were to put, he will only put one side instead of both.
I was like? one side only? 2 side would be better i guess.

He keep saying that 1 side look nicer and more unique.
So i said something ....

Why not you go shave one side of your eyebrow ? see it look nicer w 1 eyebrow or 2. HAHAHAH
he himself also laugh!

I am feeling supa hungry but so lazy to go down and buy food. *faints*

2010-08-22T11:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Mr Lim came and fetch me home from work. teeheehs.

Celest called me during work and kept complaining that shes v bored. So i decided to find her for a short catch up after work with lim baby. Her boyfriend came and we left.

Supposed to bring lulu for a swim! Mr Lim broke his promise :( i hate him.
He made me broke my promise to lulu :((

Went to have a haircut. HAHA I keep cutting my hair. Long a bit then go cut already. Thats why my length forever the same!

Went to yishun dam to chill around evening and then back to my house. I told him that my back ached since few days ago and my neck is v stiff. He massaged for me. hehe although his massage skill really sucks but its the thought that counts.
Ilulimbaby.

2010-08-20T10:43:00.000-07:00

I am back home! Like finally -_-

I feel inferior when i saw those pretty babes just now. I feel that i am so ugly standing beside them -_-
Sigh! i always ask Mr Lim '' am i pretty '' . I want to know the true answer but he always say ya yaya. which i dont think he mean it :( entertain me only.

but whatever. I was so happy that Mr Lim came all the way down to fetch me home! Luckily he came because that place is so ulu and somemore the event ends at 12. Where to find cab at that place. He drop one of my new friend to the nearest MRT. hehe

I am supposed to go shower now but the weather is too cold for me to shower!

2010-08-19T23:35:00.000-07:00

I will be skipping my work tonight because i just got selected for an event. Sieh kanchiong man! I thought they wouldn't select me because i guess there are a lot of pretty girls. Just trying my luck and yea....

-_- yay yay yay good luck to me.

My mumma is leaving to hongkong tmr. woo~ presents again. :p

2010-08-17T01:31:00.000-07:00

As time goes by... i realised a lot of thing. I learnt to hide whats in my heart. I no longer say out how i really feel. Because i know, noone will understand how it feels. So no point saying out.

I have learnt not to be so emotional. Thinking a way out is much more better than being emotional. Happiness is in our hands. I will seek whatever which brings me happiness.

i seriously think that there is something wrong w me. I cant face the reality at all.

and i now sieh shag. its gonna rain soon and i suddenly dont feel like going work alr. -_-!
gonna bathe for lulu now.
byebye

2010-08-16T04:28:00.000-07:00

Can you spot anything wrong in the picture below?Saturday went out w Mr Lim to Plaza Sing. On that day, i wore jeans and a top. I tied the top with a knot. and it looked like this...

That silly guy threatened me to untie to knot if not he is gonna drive home and dont want to bring me out anymore. He said that he dont like me to show out my flesh. LOL

Heres our funny conversation.
Mr Lim: You better untie your knot if not i am gonna drive home now.
Me: why! i think i look nice this way.
Mr Lim: dont show out your bui ba (fats) lah.
Me: i think my fats is sexy.

& then He started to criticize my fats

Mr Lim: faster untie it!
Me: You scared pp laugh at you for going out w a fatty is it.
Mr Lim: NO. i dont want you to show your flesh to others. Get it?
Me: huh. i dont get what you mean. Why?
Mr Lim: dont kay siao. I know you understand what i mean. You just want me to repeat myself so you hear another time more shiok is it.

I burst out laughing. LOL

We caught the movie '' Phua Chu Kang the movie " Before the movie we were fighting over what to eat. He wanted to have MAC while i wanted MOS burger. End up we had our supper at MOS.

Wanted to went other place after the movie, but he was too tired so we went home instead.

While smoking at ps level 7's carpark, we saw a very funny car. -_- really too funny to mention it here.

Next day, woke up, prepared and Mr Lim fetch me to work and he went to gym with his friend. While working, my part time came and look for me! :D

End work and saw something happened to my friend. She asked me a question. What if the incident happen on me. What will i do. I cant imagine what i will do if that happen on me. Went to Kbox aftermath. Sang all the way till the break of dawn.

I am supposed to go work today but i feel so nua now. hehe.

I love the way he touch my face and smile at me knowing that i am unhappy. Although i hate pp touching my face but this is exceptional. Because i feel loved this way.

2010-08-09T05:57:00.000-07:00

Do you prefer me with long hair.....or short hair? :pI keep thinking why my legs look so skinny! I remember i got v fat thighs. My legs slim down already or only look skinny in photo ._.''Wanted to go work today but end up pp put me aeroplane and i decided not to go anymore. because noone to share cab fare with me and i dont want to wait for the transpot! Its like freaking late.

My bro wanted a family outing and the whole family went out to compass point for dinner. Partly i went there to 'grab' those cheap items at minitoons! They are having 45% off for only 45 minutes -_-

We bought until like $100+ from the shop! But thats before discount lah. If not i dont think we will ever spend so much in minitoons -_-

Bought Lulu's dry food and fresh milk. Since she love drinking HL milk so much, i shall let her try the dog's milk. If not whenever she drink HL milk, she will lao sai :$

Watched NDP on tv and the fireworks made my hair stand! I dont know why. and i think of 2009, i went to marina with Mr Lim to watch fireworks. so romanticcccccccccccc!

2010-08-04T18:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the first day of Mr Lim's baby arrival. He promised that i will be the first passenger thus, he came to my school to fetch me home.

So busy w school work nowadays and i am so tired!! Yesterday i did not have my afternoon nap because i was so eager to sit his baby. So i told him that i wanted to go to punggol end. Actually i dont like to go there as they are renovating the place now. Just an excuse to ask him to bring me out w his new baby!! Like finally, i can start to put my things already. Unlike his dad's car, i cant 'decorate' it.

Mr Lim allowed me to 'decorate' his new baby and the theme will be hello kitty! I just move some of my homeless bearbear to the new place. hehe

I realised that i am very emotional nowadays. When i am happy, i get really happy. But when i am sad, i will be very down.

2010-07-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

My past pictures. Na lai hui wei yi xia oh~
I think i look cute last time. LOL!! now look very old le. :(
Most memories from his first bike. SP! The pillion seat. Cute not the kitty? :pI like this pic below a lot!!Chocolates Mr lim bought for me during his taiwan trip. i cant finish the chocolates! Its rotting!Mini Lip Gloss from Etude House. My mumma bought it for me from korea.This pic only 3/4 of the items. Still got a lot of masks! WAHHHHHH!This is one of the mask which i have tried i think its very good for oily skin.Early in the morning go watch SG Flyer.See!! the photos's quality.Blisters -_-Today is friday which mean tomorrow is saturday! Dread of waking up so early every morning.

Yesterday, Mr Lim came and look for me. Usually when i see him, i will get very happy and start crapping with him and he will also entertain me. But yesterday, he came with a very serious look.

When he wanted to tell me something, i said: lend me your phone, i want see something

He replied: can you be more serious? You know i have something serious to tell you.

He said that he will be very busy from now onwards. And he will be going china for some business matter. He asked if i am willing to be with someone so busy. At that moment, when i finally settled down and listen to him, when i looked into his eyes. i feel that....

HE HAO MAN WOR!

*laughs* really. I told him how i felt and he touched my hair and smiled at me. At that moment, i felt so loved!

iPhone 4 launched already. I feel like getting tht phone :$ Although my current phone's camera is so sucky, i will still love it a lot because its a gift from Mr Lim. :)) I will love anything from him except his nonsense.

Suddenly dont feel like blogging already byebye

2010-07-28T04:39:00.001-07:00

I received a message from a guy via fb msg this early morning.

See what he said to me :)

To: Lulu

hi .good morning . just wake up from sleep . bit unwell . on leave today. will be resting at home. sorry need to tell you something truly before we move on is that i a total stranger to you .. . .. can i get to know u as a friend ?let me intro myself to you..... andy **** here .. sg chinese guy , age 24 , ht 172 , wt 61 , staying woodlands area,working.single ..

abt my character.... down to earth , soft hearted, tend to always try to put others ahead,don know how to lie and don know how to be cunning(but now a days realised sometime have to be hard and firm in making decision so as to protect ourself )aggressive in term of everything cos i not someone that born with sliver spoon . i need to work out everything myself ... don smoke and don go clubbing ..

sorry i just a normal looking guy, prefer simple,easy quiet life n peaceful life.taurus guy,will you mind i younger than you in term of age ?.don like to stress over matter .. sorry .i need to tell you something true .. i don have much friend due to busy work.. . .sorry i on the move during work so can only reply back your message after work and back home in computer. this job can give mom more allowances. . very sorry to disturb you .hope next time can bring you go out eat dim sum and also eat nice food like soya bean . .do sms me at ******** if possible .

one of my friend wife just pass away , only 25yrs old . she have a shot gun marriage , after which she have stroke and have to give up the baby in the stomach .then she rest at home all this while .out of sudden she pass away recently. sometime realised life is too short and too cheeky...(his story come out on newspaper few weeks before . )the recent news about the groom and bride also sad.sometime realised life is too cunning . we must treasure everything we have .am bit down on mood due to this incident .sleep well and rest early.drink more warm water . remember to eat yr breakfast later. remember to bring your umbrella out .

OKAY, LOOK AT THOSE WORDS/SENTENSES WHICH I BOLD.

1. just wake up from sleep . bit unwell ( do you tell a stranger that you just woke up and feeling unwell? And what has it got to do with me ?! )

2. don know how to lie and don know how to be cunning ( Telling me a 24 yr old guy dont know how to lie and be cunning? What is this, you tell me you tell me. )

3. will you mind i younger than you in term of age? ( Oh fk! Lao niang only 19 and you are 24 and you are telling me this !? )

4. this job can give mom more allowances ( yea, good boy, showing me that you are very filial, i know :) )

5. hope next time can bring you go out eat dim sum and also eat nice food like soya bean ( NICE FOOD LIKE SOYA BEAN? WHART DHA FARK? If your terms of nice food = soya bean, thats really very pathetic. )

6. am bit down on mood due to this incident ( then? hinting me to cheer you up ah uncle? or want me bring you go eat your nice food soya bean to cheer you up? )

7. sleep well and rest early / remember to eat yr breakfast later ( so what are you trying to tell me dude. later go sleep and half sleep half eat my breakfast you mean? )

NONSENSE RIGHT this guy

2010-07-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

Currently in school's lab. i remember i wanted to blog something but now when i face blogger my mind goes blank.

When you wants to say/do something and then you forgot about it, the feeling is so pc you know!

My mumma reached singapore on monday night. She bought a lot of masks and facial care for me. Was so happy! Most of the products from skinfood and TheFaceShop. I checked the price of those products selling in singapore and my mumma got it at a VERY VERY CHEAP PRICE ONLY. sieh shiok man. Because all of them are from korea. so only one word to describe - CHEAP. If it were me who went to korea, i cant imagine how i would have raid the shops there!!

I love lotsa masks !! I feel like i am in heaven when i have lotsa masks and beauty products. And my mumma just brought me to heaven! ahahah Esp SkinFood's mask!

I saw wht my pt wrote to me in her blog - Dont give up ! i will help you ! :D

2010-07-25T16:56:00.000-07:00

I am so sick now >_<
Lulu also sick already. vomitted so many times.

Went to the singapore flyer on Sat morning @ around 4.30am. Wanted to wait for the sunrise but was too lazy to wait therefore, we ' boarded the flight ' at 5.30am. When i am in the cabin, then i realised how useless iPhone's camera is. Sucky to the max. I saw the expressways below and i will think of the times when he rides/drives pass the flyer. I will always go ... ' wah' ~ like some sua ku. :$

was sick yesterday but i insisted on going out. Accompanied Mr Lim go cut his hair. His hair style now super funny. The hairdresser like no sense of fashion one.

Accompanied his to deliver some goods to his customer. Feeling so pc for accompanying him doing his thing instead of him accompanying me. He offered to treat me a nice dinner as compensation. He sieh heng lo. Usually i can eat quite a lot but i feel so sick yesterday and lost my appetite as well. $_$

Caught the movie Old Cow VS Tender Grass. The movie was quite a nice show. Headed back home after the movie and it pours heavily suddenly. Whenever it rains, i will feel fortunate that i am not on the bike anymore. Yea ... Not Anymore. Last when he was still riding his bike, i kept pursuading him to sell it away. Now he no longer rides, and i kind of missing the feeling of being his pillion on the expressway at night. O_O

But its ok. Heard a lot of stories of bike accident. Sounds quite scary and i feel luck that i am still alive here blogging. Ehehehe.

Oh ya, mumma is coming back from korea TODAY. web cam with her the other day, and i asked her what she bought for me. wowowowow. presents on the way too~ so excited now. ehehehe

2010-07-19T14:45:00.001-07:00

i couldnt stop sobbing whenever i am on my bed time to sleep. I am feeling so pain and stuffy inside. On the verge of giving up.

2010-07-16T10:07:00.001-07:00

A new post

Today is friday. I had school and therefore i wont be touching anything related to school for today. Want to relax myself and then will be working on my project this weekend. pathetic huh.

This week's s&w was the first time i participated in a game with classmate. I hate doing exercise! You can seldom see me attending P.E lessons in secondary school. I was forced to play the game thou. Surprisingly, i had fun with them. HAHA but the sun almost killed me.

Today went for a haircut and GUESS WHAT. I waited in the salon for 1 and a 1.2 hours for my turn. I used to have a bit of phobia cutting hair in the past because each time i cut it, i will never faill to regret it. But i think my current hairstylist understand what i want. I like to have long hair but it increases hair fall.

Brought Lulu for grooming after my haircut. She was crying and trembling on the way there. So poor thing. i just realised that since after she reach home from grooming, she is seeking a lot of attention from me. Does she feel inferior? How great would it be, if she could understand what i wish to say to her.

I think my life is so boring. i dont feel like continuing my studies after i grad this year because i really want to go out and work then i will have money to buy the things i want. But once i step out of it, i know i wont go back to school in future.

People say ' xian ku hou tian ' now seems like really very ' ku ' for me :(

Monday my form teacher is gonna give us a treat after school to few of them who scored well in the first semester. Wonder what will it be. i am so greedy when it comes to food. hahaha sieh tiam jia i know. Thats why i got 2 food poisoning( very jialat ones) in a year! which is last year. This year i got one already. >.*

Boring life i've got. bye

Mr Lim told me something just now. '' In the past i dont think of getting married. I want to be a rich bachelor. Until i met you, you made me changed my mentality ''

2010-07-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

Wah ! Fcuk! I almost lost my blogger's password. I created a gmail acc due to school's need. and i freaking got mixed up by my current gmail and the new one. So confused! Google acc = gmail acc?

I only know i was so kan chiong when i couldnt log into my blogger and i kept trying to retrieve my password and then realised i also forgot my current hotmail password. Everything is so confusing! but for now, the prob solve already hehe.

I finally got a iPhone! After so long -_- because i always play Mr Lim's iPhone game and he decided to get one for me at last. eheehe

Today, Joanne showed me a webbie which got HELLO KITTY SCREEN PROTECTOR. SO CUTE ! But i dont know where to get it loh.

Last week, went to pluck my baby wisdom tooth because it has been causing me so much pain. Had to operate it out and stich it back. My face was SOOOO swollen aftermath. See liao also feel like laughing at myself. Not exaggerating leh, swollen until my double chin came out. I thought i suddenly became so fat till got double chin and got so worried sick you know! My face alr so round + double chin = omg?

&the doc gave me 5 days MC straight. :)

Tell you something! My ah ma who is already 77 year old, always go do classic pedicure! I am gonna find one day go do with her because shes a member and i can use her sessions too! Cool right ahahahah

So many things to catch up now.... I should be doing my research now instead of blogging byebye.

2010-07-02T12:18:00.001-07:00

She look so happy when i carried herWearing my mumma's clothes -_-Thank you lydia for the so belated cake. Can you see whats written on it? It says : Happy birthday to JieYing & belated birthday to Jolene! I made a totally of 3 wishes for this year birthday because i got 3 cakes! hehe Actually should be 4 because IODees bought 2 cakes to celebrate birthday of March - June Babies! I am 1 of them :p

The doctor says that my bleeding is very normal. Waste my money cab there cab back and listen the doc telling me ITS VERY NORMAL cost total 70$.

I cant wash my hair for 3 days because i cant let the wound get wet. but due to my oily scalp, i dak boleh tahan already lah. Haven reach day 2 i wash my hair already. Feeling so refresh now. The only sad thing was, my hair drop a lot!>.<

Starting school on monday! Hate it when the scorching sun shining at me. Now i have 2 tone of skin colour.

Actually i am so excited. Its end of the month already = PAY DAY! Although its not my pay day but its Mr Lim's payday! :))

LOL!

Will update again.

2010-07-01T19:18:00.000-07:00

Woke up in the morning 4am. Wash up and had hotcakes for breakfast :p
Watched the 7pm show on mob tv. Will be going back to hospital later because my wound keep bleeding :(

I feel so lonely with him. He dont give me the feeling i want. He has been busy w work and school and no time for me. I think he did not noticed that he has neglected me. All he care is work because only work can gives him money. Maybe to him money can buy happiness. He dont want care me i also dont want care him alr.

Sometimes when i think back of the past, i realised i have not feel 'bliss' each time i go out with him. No longer those kind of 幸福的感觉.

2010-06-26T12:53:00.000-07:00

Tadahh! Betty Boop keychain bought from Universal Studio store. Sexy right & took a pic with betty boop too. hehe my face look so pale w/o makeup.try out for fun, nice not? :p Planned to catch a movie with Mr Lim but he was sick today and couldnt make it for the movie. I was having mood swing then, and mumma asked me out! She knows that my mood was very bad and she brought me out shopping! I really feel so bliss having her as my mumma:p

Bought some misc from sasa as they are having sales now? got a pair of slippers and a shorts too. Went to the night market beside mall. Bought 2 hello kitty water bottles ( one for me and one for my lovely cousin! ) Each time pass by durians, i will sure get tempted. Bought 4 big packets of durians. Although Mr Lim wasnt feeling well, he came and fetch mumma and I home. so touched oh..... hehe

sometimes when Mr Lim is driving i feel that he very shuai. HAHA only sometimes leh not everytime dont know why also. never tell him that because later he hao lian. lolx ok byebye

2010-06-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

hello, so long never blog already. Got anyone miss me a not. haha now i think nobody even bothers to visit my blog cos its so dead.

My holidays are ending soon. Just got my results yesterday. So shocked ! At the same time, very happy lah.

Before june holidays i kept reminding myself that i must find a part time job. but till now, i am still jobless. HAHA
1st week of june - my chalet which made me whole week busy preparing and tired.
2nd week of june - Enjoying myself to theeee maxicooooooooooo! My playmate - jieying. That whole week was so fun !
3rd week of june - Nothing to do already :( Decided to accompany my xiang gong more... because i somehow neglected him during the 2nd week.

Now i am so bored..... Whenever i am bored, i will tend to daydream. haha whenever i think of him i think that he is damn handsome.

Few days ago, quarrel w my xiang gong. And he told me something which is supposed to be a 'secret' . Although i do mind, but i was the one at fault first. Who to blame but me myself? But also funny lah, after like 5 months + then he tell me this thing.

Thats all for now. byebye!

2010-06-03T08:38:00.000-07:00

Today, went t AMK hub w my mum and jieying. Mum bought me a bigger diamond ring!! so damn happy !! but collection will be next week due to some alteration.

The 3 of us went out and it look like jieying is my sister and my mum is our mother. haha
Jieying brought us to Dian Xiao Er and have our lunch there. The prawns and scallop are so yummy! Thanks babe for your treat! Love you! :p

I AM SO HAPPY TONIGHT!

2010-06-02T00:45:00.000-07:00

3 more days to my freedom.

2 more days to my chalet.

1 more day to my birhday.

and i am here blogging ! hehe yesterday went to a salon and dye my hair. The colour was not what i expected.

I am going to bathe for LuLu now and then prepare to get my eyebrow trimmed!

P/s: if you want to get a present for me on my birthday, please dont get me any soft toys. Because i've grown up and those soft toys on my bed are slowly taking over my place! >:(

If you have no idea what to get for me, here are some of the ideas. HAHA!

- Lancome / MAC lipstick

- Lancome concealer

- Elisha Coy Always Nuddy BB cream

- Green Tea hair cream can be bought from J&Jas Salon

Hmm thats all for now. BUT OF COURSE, its not compulsory. Even if w/o any presents, just your presence will do :)

Loves, cya there!

2010-05-21T04:24:00.000-07:00

i got my BPF results today ! Was kinda disappointed in myself, seriously.
I used to get 2nd in class. but now i was the 11th !? seems like i really need to buck up now.

:(
cant wait to end my exams! monday got role play and i am going to memorise my script now :p
byebye people.

2010-05-03T06:27:00.001-07:00

Boyfriend called me up. and told me in a gentle voice.... saying that he just woke up from his nap and he had a nightmare... He told me : I am really afraid of losing you....

I smiled sweetly........ :)

AND HE CALLED ME .!.
Let me dream also cant ! He isnt the type will say such thing to me in reallife. He ruined my sweet dreams. I seldom dream about something so sweet lor. So curious to know whats next and he called liao.

arghhh.

2010-04-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

Bf pass by to find me chit chat awhile. thinking back, time really flies! 1 more month to go yeh!

He mentioned about the thai trip accident and i was thinking why she nvr die there. He has been telling me, if he know so many things will happen he will choose not to go. HAI ! if i know i will strike 4D i sure go buy. Right? but nvm, he blind once can already. Please dont be blind anymore !!!

Is it true that good person always end up in a disaster while the evil ones have a good life?

lately, i have been thinking a lot. What kinda person am i ? Why so i have so many ambitions? Or maybe i should say that i feel like trying a lot of thing in this world.

Awhile, i told my mum i want be a getai singer. ( i know i dont have good voice but i really wish to try )
awhile, i told my mum i want go climb world's highest mountain! haha sounds a bit funny i know.
Next, i wish to go diving. ( i told myself i must try at least once in my life if not i will have regrets )

Still got a lot more i would wish to try lah. Bf always call me stop dreaming. But is it really impossible for me to climb mount everest? i think so... HAHA

2010-04-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

Last Tues, received a call from mum and was told that my grandpa pass away. Was quite shocked and sad to hear that.

Went down to see him straight. Reach there, my uncles were discussing about my grandpa's funeral wake. The boss of the casket was the one who sponsered the show '' Hong Bai Xi Shi '' The young boss also acted in the show. Haha Held a 5 days 4 night funeral below the block. The wake was ' quite ' grand i must say. & it was well organised too. It was my first time experiencing funeral with buffets and everyone was like happily chatting around. Maybe it was because my grandpa pass away peacefully :)

Felt kinda ' warm ' during these 5 days maybe because everyone was there gathering together. But during the the last day of the wake, i felt quite sad to see my grandpa go.

I am grateful that boyfriend came and fetch me and my family home almost every night. If not we'll have to cab home = chor . thanks darling!

Took quite a few pictures of the flowers displayed at the wake. Those flowers are really v chio ok. But its for those..... :)

Went to Dover ITE for some talk yesterday. It took so long for bf to find his way there to fetch me home. Theres a sticker at the back of his vehicle saying : Baby On Board ( with mickey & Minnie ) & he says that i am the baby because he said that i behaved like one. -_-

Will blog soon! I want to change my phone :( My lousy phone sot sot already since after i drop it on the floor the touch screen no longer that sensitive. Who want buy for me ? ^_^

2010-04-17T01:22:00.000-07:00

Finally i am back in the air con room instead under the scorching sun ! went to jg for shoots. Got my pay and went for shopping. i am left with ten dollars only now :/

bf and i quarrelled last night. because i wants him to fetch me go jg but he is too lazy! Untill i got angry too and then he offered to send me there. but too angry till i rejected his offer. that idiot made me feel lonely!

Oh ya i bought something cute!! Will share it when i am free. I am forever loving cute things ^_^

humpf bye.

2010-04-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

I am back! Since i am waiting for someone then i shall blog to kill time.

I have booked a chalet @ pasirris for my 19th birthday. Actually the main point is to celebrate me being a free girl rather than my birthday! ( haha Only some will understand this) Celebrated my 15th and 17th birthday at downtown so this time round decided to celebrate at pasirris. Till now i still dont know how does it look like lor. Gonna check it out soon ;)

Friends, its a 3D 2N chalet from 4th June to 6th June. Will celebrate it on the 5th. Your welcome to stay overnight of course lah :) Wont be having BBQ as it is so tiring hot and dirty.

Hopefully those who i have invited can make it if not i will be very disappointed :p

Finally, my 3 weeks holidays has ended. Returning back to school is like so sian lor. At first i was so stressed about my school project. Not because i dont know how to do but is due to other reason. Think liao also dulan. But luckily i still have classmates there telling me what should i do. At least i am feeling much better already.

Counting down to my birthday! 1 and a 1/2 months more. HAHA still long lah i know byebye.

Oh ya last thing to mention here. I really detest people who talk big or act smart. Kiang jiu ho, mai kay kiang.

2010-04-08T12:30:00.001-07:00

i learnt something new recently. Although its quite a sad case but, i believe theres still a bit of hope for it. I saw the photos almost fainted. This 3 weeks hols i became a lot fatter than year 09 !! WAlau!!

Depression liao T_T I gained 3 kg from the start of 2010. Last time my lim baby gek me till i lose weight. haha but at the same time lose a lot of tears. now he changed into a better person no one gek me already. Thus i gained weight!! JieYing came to my house for 1 week hols. We ate A LOT while watching tv. Shes my eating khaki. None stop eating. but shes more jialat than me. Keep complaining hungry when she has just eaten.

Dak boleh tahan ! haha byebye